The Watcher
“Do you really believe in ghosts?”
“Have you ever seen one?”
“Were you scared?”
The questions shot towards Kate like bullets, the standing room only crowd in the amphitheater surging to life. She involuntarily winced against the wave of noise, then forced herself to stand still. Large crowds like this always made her nervous, so she searched the crowd until she found the familiar face she was looking for.
Kate kept her face pleasantly blank, standing at the podium as if she had all the time in the world, patient until finally the room grew silent once more. She smiled out at the crowd and in a quiet but confident voice began to weave her story.
“I can answer all of your questions with just one tale. I guess I must have been about nine when my parents moved into their dream house. I can remember thinking it was like a mansion, an old one but still in good condition and probably big enough to fit our previous house in twice over. My father kept crowing about how the place was a steal, he’d gotten it dirt cheap and though it needed a lot of work we were all so excited.
The house was technically a two-story with a basement but it had a half of a level on the 3rd floor, just big enough for a bedroom and playroom for me. It took a few weeks for us to finally get used to all of the noises the house made, especially at night, but finally it felt like home. As summer turned to fall I started to notice that it always felt like someone was following just behind me, the floors would creak in a strange delay two to three feet behind as I walked down the halls.
Then I began to get glimpses of something, just flashes of movement. No matter how fast I turned towards it, there was never anything there. Being more curious than scared it became a game for me, and I was determined to see whatever it was that was haunting our house. For I had become convinced the place was haunted, not in a bad, scary way but more of a kind of sad, lonely way.
My parents had been hard at work, fixing up the interior of the home and it was coming along nicely – new floors, an updated furnace, fresh paint. The outside and the yard were still a mess, giant overgrown bushes pushed against the walls of the house on all sides and the giant oak trees had branches that hung down low enough to scrape the roof when the wind blew hard enough. It didn’t bother me since I really wasn’t the outdoorsy type anyway but the noises sometimes freaked me out a bit since it sounded like an angry horde trying to find entry into the house.
As winter crept up on us, my room became uncomfortably cold. My dad spent a month’s worth of weekends trying to figure out why the furnace wasn’t heating correctly but everywhere else in the house was nice and toasty. Except for my room. Even with 4 or 5 extra blankets on the bed my breath would come out in vapory white clouds at night, so I’d burrow deeper under the covers until it would finally warm up enough for me to sleep.
Then for almost a week straight the wind howled so loud that between the bushes and trees scraping against the house and the bitter cold, I was on the verge of being sleep deprived. Finally a calm night hit, and I was asleep before I could even burrow deep enough under the blankets to cover my head. I startled awake to an intense scraping noise … and realized there was someone standing at the end of my bed. No, not someone, something. Not black, but a very dark gray. Staring at me. Not moving. For the first time I felt fear, but the figure didn’t really appear to be threatening. After a while it kind of reminded me of when my mom used to do that when I was sick. And I was so very sleepy that I drifted back off.
I woke up to snow and I was so excited I forgot all about my night-time visitor. Until I woke up in the middle of the night again to scraping noises and the figure at the end of the bed. I now got a sense that it was a woman, an older woman than my mom, and she kind of wavered back and forth like she was rocking a child in her arms. I watched her for a while but again, I didn’t really sense anything dangerous and after playing outside most of the day, I was exhausted so off to sleep I went.
The next night however, I had a nightmare. It was so vivid. There was a man standing at my window peering down at me with an awful, cold smile. He was all in black so I couldn’t make out his features but I could see that horrible smile and the giant knife he held in one hand. In the dream my bed was pushed up against the window and I had no curtains, so he was peering over the head of the bed and right down at me, only a few feet away. And suddenly my breath was vapors and I felt a weight on the bed. A ghostly grayish-white figure had crawled onto the end of my bed. It was impossibly heavy for being so transparent and this time it felt dangerous. It moved up the bed, straddling me, arms and legs on either side of my body, moving slowly like a cat stalking prey. The face was vaguely female but featureless except for the black holes for eyes. It stopped just above my head, pinning me in place as it stared at the window. Then its jaw dropped exposing a deathly black mouth, opening wider and wider …
And that’s when I woke myself and the rest of the house up with my screams. I screamed as my dad fumbled his way up the stairs, calling my name and cursing as he missed a step and cracked his shin. My mom was right behind him practically pushing him up the remaining steps so she could get to me and still I screamed. Once I calmed down and they realized I was fine and it was just a nightmare, we made our way to the kitchen for middle of the night hot chocolate. And even though I was a big girl, that night I slept huddled between my parents in their bed.
We were awakened far too early by a loud thumping at the door. I shuffled into the kitchen, my mind picking over what happened last night, the dream, there was something gnawing at me about the whole thing. Then I heard my mother gasp and my father’s heavy footsteps as he grabbed his coat and ran out the front door. I tried to go into the front hall but my mother barred my path, arms crossed, face pale, and determined to keep me in the kitchen. While she was busy making coffee I edged over to the window. Red and blue lights reflected off the snow and men and women in various uniforms scurried around the neighborhood. I watched in shocked silence as a parade of sheet-covered figures were gently wheeled out a few houses down. Two larger ones and three small ones. Then I saw shadows as my father and a grim policeman came around the corner of the house, slowly walking back towards the front door.
My father’s face looked old and ashen, and his eyes were blank pools of disbelief. I caught a few sentences as they approached the window.
‘… the footprints are all around your house. It looks like he was trying to pry open that window in the back. We’ll have our guys photograph the scene and the tool marks on the window so please don’t disturb the area until they’re done. You didn’t hear anything or see anything unusual last night?’
‘No, I mean my daughter woke us all up in the middle of the night screaming, but that was from a nightmare,’ my dad answered.
‘Maybe she saw something, we should speak with her.’
‘That’s impossible,’ answered my father, ‘her room is on the third floor and on the opposite side of the house. There are no windows on this side, and no way she could have seen anything. She just had a bad dream.’
‘That bad dream may have saved your family’s life,’ the officer’s voice cracked at the end and I could tell that whatever had happened down the street was awful enough to have shaken this guy pretty badly.
‘My guess is that your daughter’s screams and the house lights coming on scared him away. He moved further down the street and broke in through a window there and …’
His voice trailed off and he and my father exchanged a long look.
I’d heard enough. ‘I’m going to my room,’ I told my mom. She just turned and nodded at me, her eyes red, holding the coffee cup protectively in front of her face.
When I got to my room, the figure was there, across the room, near the window. I walked towards it, stopping a few feet away. Now I could definitely tell it was a woman, grandma’ish, and she seemed timid, ready to flee.
‘You saved me, didn’t you?’ I asked quietly. ‘Me and my family.’
The figure nodded.
‘Thank you,’ I whispered and walked right up to her. Her figure seemed to solidify and I could finally see her face, a sweet, kind, gentle face.
And that’s how I met my first ghost,” Kate finished, stopping to drink from her water bottle. “And that’s all the time we have today, thank you all so much for coming out.” Her eyes found the face again, the pale glowing female hovering just above the crowd in the back.
“To answer your questions – yes, I really believe in ghosts. Yes, I have seen them. No, they do not scare me.” she paused and took a breath before finishing.
“People, on the other hand, scare the holy hell out of me.”
She reached down, grabbed her bag, and walked off the stage to thunderous applause.